behind the songs
this is where music, color, and intuition meet real life.
why this exists
sometimes sound says what words can't. that's why this space exists.
most songs begin around 3:33 am, when everything gets quiet enough to hear yourself.
synesthesia turns feeling into color for me, and then into music for you.
tarot is part of the ritual. not rules, just reflections.
if you're here for comfort, clarity, or a reset, take what you need.
visual language
the eyes
different colors, same gaze: stay curious
the hair
always shifting, like the songs
the boots
one grounded constant while everything else transforms
what guides the work
music as medicine
songs for heartbreak, growth, and the nights that feel too loud
color as feeling
synesthesia turns emotion into palettes, then into songs
ritual over routine
3:33 am, tarot, and trust in what wants to come through
change with grace
you don't have to be one version of yourself forever
the daily ritual
listening hour
quiet, cards, first melodies
shaping the song
turning rough feelings into something you can hold
sharing and replying
sending work out and answering messages
soft landing
closing the loop and making space for tomorrow
the music
3:33 am sessions
late-night songs for when your mind won't settle
tarot soundscapes
card-led pieces that mirror the season you're in
synesthesia edits
sound and visuals blended into one feeling
where to find the songs
short clips now, longer releases unfolding.
right now: sketches, snippets, and voice-note moments.
next: full songs and deeper sessions.
pictures & video
pictures
moments that hold the mood of the music
video
little films from studio to street
visual experiments
light, movement, color, and instinct
photo drops
moodboards, fits, and quiet behind-the-scenes moments.
video edits
small cinematic pieces from real life.
the in-between
i don't chase one fixed identity. i follow what feels true.
that shift is the point. each phase brings a different song.
"you are allowed to change."
some constants still stay: 3:33 am and the boots.
if you're wondering
is this really personal?
yes. every offering is made to meet real emotions, not perform perfection.
why 3:33 am?
it's the hour things get honest. that's when most songs start.
do i need to understand tarot?
not at all. think of it as a mirror, not a rulebook.
what if i don't know what to ask for?
tell me one feeling. we'll start there.